Sleepless Scribbles

Shona's side of story:

Shona opened the door to the lounge, walking in quietly, not wanting anyone to know of her existence. It was dark and very peaceful. Not many loungers in here at this time. She looked around to see if he was here, her love, the person for whom she comes to the lounge. No, he wasn't here tonight. She checked the shout box for any messages from him, none there today. With a sad feeling, she walked to the posts. Hopefully he might have posted something. It had been a month since she was here last. She had gone away for some time to give him the space and time he so wanted. Then she saw it, the post, it was easily recognised by his unique style of writing. Her heart pounding strongly, she walked closer and read it. He had missed her, he was alone without her, he had said her name, can this be true, should she dare believe what she saw. She was happy; at the same time troubled.

It was a piece of fiction. He told her not to relate to it. She wanted to believe what she read but couldn't. She was not allowed to feel. Why did he keep her hidden from all? Was he embarrassed to be known as her friend? He had many friends in the lounge, he talked and joked with them. Why wouldn't he let her be known? He judged her, he compared her to others. If only he could look deep into her heart and see the pure, unconditional love she felt for him. She will always love him. She will remain anonymous, she wouldn't break her word to him.

With a little smile, and heavy heart she walked out of the lounge, back to her normal life.